Last pair again???

Good Morning everyone!

How was your sleep? ako kulang pa hehe

Just wanna share what happen to me last night in search of my new office shoes. Well it was really something that will make me cry whenever I remember that huhuhu anyway here's how it goes...

I went to robinson's galeria the other day to look for a shoe but I couldn't find one that I like and fits for my budget so I decided to move the next day which was yesterday. Yesterday I went straight to SM Megamall but since St. Francis Square comes' first I decided to check if there might be something that will caught my eye  fyi St. Francis is a home of bargains, they have a lot of cheaper product yet with great quality naman.

scene 1: St. Francis

Walking and saw a Bazaar schedule at the 4th floor

 Me: Oi! my Sale ang Celine! (a shoe botique)

lakad hanap ng escalator, pag dating ng third floor...

Me: ay nasan ang next escalator papunta ng 4th floor?
         (I ask the guard)

Guard:  Ma'm dun po sa left, kaso po wala pang laman sa taas kasi ng se-set up pa lang po ang Celine.

Yay! wala pa pala hehe

Then I proceed to SM Megamall...

Scene 2 : Megamall

I walk from Bldg. A to Bldg. B to look for Department Store...

Whenever I shop for my stuff I always scan my surroundings first and when something caugth my eye then that's it....

Me: Miss can I have size 7?

Sales lady: Ma'm size 7 na po iyan

Me: ah ok, so can I have a new stock?

Sales lady: Ma'm wait lang po kukuha ako...
after 10 years...

Sales lady: Ma'm sorry last pair na po yan

Me: Ok hanap nalang muna ako ng iba, *smile then walk out...

From Bldg. B walk back to Bldg. A

naka kita ng Payless shoe store

Me: ayun ito na ang bibilhin ko napaka comfy sa paa at mura pa.
       (went to the sale clerk) Miss can I have a new stock of this (showing the shoes)

Sales lady: Ma'm sorry last pair na po yan

Me: (handing another pair) eh ito my new stock?

Sales lady: wala narin po

Hay hay everytime I'm going to buy my new shoes it's always the last pair, last stocks, last size is it a jinx? hehe I'm beginning to think it is but why? Why me? and Why shoes? Kahit sa mga branded na shoes last pair din lagi hehe sabi ng husband ko sa tagal ko daw kasi bumili na bili na lahat ng iba kaya last pair nalang
lagi na iiwan sakin, my point?

anyway I get to buy parin naman something but I'm not sure how long will this last kasi mura lang and made in china.

     :-)

The Smile says HAPPY TUESDAY!

Worry free!

Hi everyone! how was your monday? ako medyo busy busyhan lang pero ok naman keri parin mag ikot sa mall before umuwi at mag hanap ng shoes para sa aking new uniform, pero hindi yan ang kwento ko today.

If last night mega emote ako dahil na delay ang aking period at mega afraid na baka may new baby na ulit well now, na wala  na ang worry ko kasi na stranded lang pala kaya ngayon lang sya dumating at base din sa PT ko around 2am this morning it's NEGATIVE... hayyyyyyy  naka hinga din ng maluwag at kahit papano thankful ako, mahirap din ang mag anak ng magkasunod db although syempre mas masaya naman kung dalawa na agad sila.

Pero alam nyo ba naka buo na ako agad ng name kahit wala pang confirmation hehe ganyan ka advance ang imagination ko pati nga kung paano ako mag buy ng mga clothes nya even the baby bottles naka pag plan narin ako paano mag save, kaso negative so itatabi ko nalang muna yan sa susunod na mag ka delay ulit ako.

As per my tatay's reaction naman here how it goes..

Me: Tatay I run a test already and it's negative

Tatay: (still sleepy) Ok ( natulog ulit)

hehe ganun lang as in OK lang ang nasabi nya wala na, ang sweet db?


:-) Happy Tuesday everyone! 

rainy sunday confuse day....

Ang bilis ng araw parang friday lang yesterday and tomorrow monday na ulit time for work and people I wish not to see hehe but ok narin kasi baka maging boring ang buhay ko pag walang challenge, wink* anyway let's just wait for that tomorrow... 

Since it's Sunday we were suppose to visit our favorite church in megamall kaso super ma ulan and medyo hindi maganda ang pakiramdam ko lately so we decided to stay at home nalang and
Sunday is family day as in family day kaya wala kaming ginawa mag hapon kundi mag laro,, aina with her new toy, me with our ipad and tatay with his laptop hehe ang galing noh kanya kanya kami ng mundo. Pero syempre hindi nawawala ang aming harutan moments and since uber kulit din ako ngayon pati si tatay namin todamax sa tawa and ang aking princesa palapit palang ang kamay ko giggle kung giggle na. Ang saya talaga pag sama sama kayong pamilya noh lalo na ngayong ma ulan at ma lamig na panahon ...awww* 

 Just wanna share something that's bothering me and my tatay right now, since thursday i get to feel dizzy again and I was thinking maybe because I' was about to have my period na so I just let it go and tried not to move often to avoid accident. Friday naman I was feeling bloated a little so again na isip ko maybe because hindi lang ako naka pag breakfast agad kaya ganun, and there come's saturday and yet no much awaited period parin at until now which is dapat nung 13 pa or 14, O oh! hindi kaya na stranded? hehe denial lang ang peg?? Sabi nga ni tatay kung may new member welcome kung wala pa thank you ang daling sabihin pero para sakin parang WHAT?? AGAIN? PAANO NA SI AINA? PAANO NA WORK KO? ang selfish ko ba? actually I'm not, it's more of fear fear of what will happen to us pag naging apat na kami, paano na si aina pag my ka share na sya ng time ko?. Hay! dami isipin pero ok lang god's gift parin naman ito if ever at  sabi nga nila the more the merrier! marami narin naman akong natutunan na alam ko makaka gaan ng buhay namin and makakatulong sa pamilya namin kaya sigurado keri na namin ni tatay ito.


Always remember there's a light at the end of the tunnel...:-)

bye bye muna!

My energy booster

Every time na aasar ako or nalulungkot all I do is  browse my daughter's pic from the day she was born and upto the present and parang magic boom! wala na lahat. Ganun yata talaga pag nanay ka na, ngiti lang ng anak natin masaya na tayo ulit, may lakas na tayo ulit to face the game at my dahilan na tayo to move forward. 
I grew up with my grandma and napaka new sakin ang feeling ng maging isang ina since hindi ko na nakasama ng matagal ang nanay ko, I only rely my thoughts based on others experiences and stories I read via internet, kaya when she came out I don't know how to react. PERO iba pala talaga pag nahawakan at nayakap mo na ang iyong first born, parang everything was heaven, ang saya na kahit kailan hindi matutumbasan the tears that falls from happiness. 

Whenever were together all I want is the time to stop and let us play together forever! kahit gaanu ako kapagod from work she never fails to energize me and pag my sakit sya all I wish is to take her pain away and to stay by her side, lahat ginagawa ko just to make sure that things won't come to worst minsan nga ang tawag na nila sakin mommy OA kasi konting ubo lang check up na agad, ang hindi nila ma intindihan is ayaw ko lang mag worsen ang lahat dahil mas mahirap yun para sa bata and syempre samin mag asawa.

My Husband and I really tried our best to give everything she needs at kahit gaanu ka hirap we always force our selves to work harder. Having her is the best thing that really happen in our lives and seeing her smile makes our world complete. 

here's aina @ 2 weeks

 I'll make kwento more soon...:-)

happy morning

Good morning everyone!

if last week I've felt the whole world around me, we'll this time let's try to make a change.

it has been a great start this morning dahil for the first time in 2013 my hubby and I had our breakfast together, and I wasn't in a rush going to work. Also I got to prepare everything  my daughter's need for the day, sarap din ng feeling pag you get to do things ng walang bigat and most of all pag happy ka sa surroundings mo.
Now it really makes me believe that a "Happy Mommy makes a happy family" though there's no special thing happen basta feel ko happy ako, and that there's a light after this tunnel that our family is getting through.

Just wanna make kwento of our activity yesterday..

tatay and I decided to go to megamall for a mass, and syempre kasama ang aming princesa, pag dating sa megamall super dami na tao sa church so we have to wait for the 6:00 mass at dahil kasama ang princesa ng adoration nalang kami para hindi mahirap pumila. while inside the adoration super yakap ang princesa sa akin and I realize takot ang anak ko sa super tahimik na lugar, feeling nya yata something's wrong. sa loob ng 15mins sa adoration chapel naka yakap lang ang anak ko sa akin kahit anong kulit sa kanya ng mga bata sa likod namin walang syang pakialam at nung ng decide na kaming lumabas that's the only time she let go of my neck.

lagi kung pray na sana lumaki si aina na god fearing, because I believe when she does everything follows kaya we really try our best na maka pag church every sunday and everynight I teach her how to pray kaya lang super baby pa yata talaga ang anak ko at puro laro pa ang na iisip.

O ito na muna for today, later ulit...


happy day!

Happiness where are you?

I've been struggling for happiness for a year now, I've been trying to make things work and pretending that everything will be ok and everything will work out when I stay. But I guess I just put myself to the limit and now I'm just waiting for my battery to shutdown.

I am a working mom, I work 8am to 5pm, I do the same job everyday. I would say that I'm lucky enough to have this kind of job, I only work from 8am to 5pm no over time, weekends off, holidays and most specially I have so much of a free time everyday due to very little duties I have. But all of this isn't giving me the happiness anymore,  I felt that I'm not growing, I'm not getting enough for myself and the worst is I'm not becoming who I should be.

 I started feeling the unhappiness when I gave birth to my first child I though it was just because I spent 2 months at home and never wanted to leave my child behind, but as the time flies my feelings never change and the more I fought for it the more reasons I get to leave things behind. But I realize that it wasn't really the job I'm not happy to but the people that I'm serving everyday. Maybe I just get tired of taking all the things around me, got tired of hearing the same words and pretending that I'm really a servant of all and trying to please people who doesn't really care of what you do. People often say that if you're not happy with it, then leave but it wasn't that easy for there are things that would suffer and so as the people you love.
Thinking of leaving things behind without another option is like a suicide for me as a mom, I can't afford to see my husband suffer from all my debts and see him working alone to provide for our family. Yet I don't know when will my battery shutsdown and what will happen afterwards, I just hope I'm already debt free before it happens.

I wish I can pay all the debt I have right now and when it happens I would be sending my resignation right away and try to give all my energy,time and effort to people who will forever be with me and knows how to appreciate me no matter what.

“All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.”Henry Ellis (1721-1806);2nd Royal Governor Of Georgia