Hi there everyone! it's already Sunday and I still couldn't sleep things are running in my mind and I just wanna share some of them to you, this might help me put to sleep.
Before ko share sa lahat yung thoughts ko share ko muna what happen earlier today...
Since Tatay has no work today we all woke up late as in 10 am, I know we shouldn't practice that but I just let my hubby sleep that long because he was working for 12 hours straight nung friday and It was his time to make bawi all the pagod, well for me and aina naman since I woke up in the middle of the night twice (1. to prepare milk 2. to calm her down because of her nightmare) we made our bawi narin hehe. By 1pm I asked Tatay if we could go the market so we can by some meat for my project dinner and also some fruits for him and aina.
For dinner I was able to make Pork Hamonado kaso hindi sya kasing sarap ng luto ng Sister-in-law ko pero ok lang kasi nasarapan naman ang asawa ko and pati yata in-laws ko nagustuhan.
The whole day I tried to be a good housewife and a mother kasi on Monday back to reality na ulit ako, back to work and back to stress and I don't even know what lies ahead of me pag pasok ko although I have a very reasonable reason but then I don't know what to expect or baka hindi ako magising in the morning because my body get use na sa 8am wake up ko when I was on leave, but I'll make sure to put all the alarm I need to get up early.
Sa totoo lang last week wasn't just my healing days for sore eyes but also it was my thinking days and stress free days, parang I can live and stay at home nalang for good and be with aina, it was also like I don't get to miss my job at all. Kahit naman super stress ako sa workplace namin I still love my job because it's not really the job that's give me stress it's the people kaya medyo napapa isip din ako why is it that it became so easy for me not to miss everything at all, parang ok lang to leave everything behind as long as I can take care of my family and I can be with my daughter as she grow up everyday, siguro ganito na talaga pag mommy ka priorities and choices are too small or little like you only have to choose between a family or career and one mistake will ruin everything you have and when you tried to balance things you should still know what to give up in the end.
2013 indeed is the learning years for me and my husband, sa dami naming nagawa na mali at sa daming decisions that we tried to stand up for we both know na may natutunan kami and we both promise our selves to apply everything this 2014.
Before ko share sa lahat yung thoughts ko share ko muna what happen earlier today...
Since Tatay has no work today we all woke up late as in 10 am, I know we shouldn't practice that but I just let my hubby sleep that long because he was working for 12 hours straight nung friday and It was his time to make bawi all the pagod, well for me and aina naman since I woke up in the middle of the night twice (1. to prepare milk 2. to calm her down because of her nightmare) we made our bawi narin hehe. By 1pm I asked Tatay if we could go the market so we can by some meat for my project dinner and also some fruits for him and aina.
For dinner I was able to make Pork Hamonado kaso hindi sya kasing sarap ng luto ng Sister-in-law ko pero ok lang kasi nasarapan naman ang asawa ko and pati yata in-laws ko nagustuhan.
The whole day I tried to be a good housewife and a mother kasi on Monday back to reality na ulit ako, back to work and back to stress and I don't even know what lies ahead of me pag pasok ko although I have a very reasonable reason but then I don't know what to expect or baka hindi ako magising in the morning because my body get use na sa 8am wake up ko when I was on leave, but I'll make sure to put all the alarm I need to get up early.
Sa totoo lang last week wasn't just my healing days for sore eyes but also it was my thinking days and stress free days, parang I can live and stay at home nalang for good and be with aina, it was also like I don't get to miss my job at all. Kahit naman super stress ako sa workplace namin I still love my job because it's not really the job that's give me stress it's the people kaya medyo napapa isip din ako why is it that it became so easy for me not to miss everything at all, parang ok lang to leave everything behind as long as I can take care of my family and I can be with my daughter as she grow up everyday, siguro ganito na talaga pag mommy ka priorities and choices are too small or little like you only have to choose between a family or career and one mistake will ruin everything you have and when you tried to balance things you should still know what to give up in the end.
2013 indeed is the learning years for me and my husband, sa dami naming nagawa na mali at sa daming decisions that we tried to stand up for we both know na may natutunan kami and we both promise our selves to apply everything this 2014.
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