October 22, 2011 around 11:00 am Saturday, it was a busy day for me for it was the only day I could prepare things for my upcoming wedding. Went home I was so excited to show my future husband the cute souvenir I chose for our wedding, as I reached the door I saw him looking at me with a teary eye and gave me a look that I never wanted to see, then he showed me my phone with a txt message that say's "wala na si lola". I froze, i was shocked my mind scream my heart wanted to smile yet the pain is knocking me off. I hear my MIL telling me not to cry so hard that I should think of the baby inside me, but the tears are falling and the pain are digging deeper in my heart.
It's been two years yet the memory of that day remains in my heart, for in that day I lost the woman who become my source of life, strength, courage, happiness and knowledge. My grandma whom I can call my mother is gone, she left me a few days before my wedding and without saying goodbye to me. My tears are still pouring like it was yesterday, I miss my grandma so much.
My grandma taught me all the things I need to learn in this world, all the things that life might show and most importantly all the things that I need to learn to be a mother that I am. She was my number one critic and also my number fan, she can tell me all the truth that I need to hear good or bad, she never got tired of helping me improve. All the kitchen techniques I got it from her, yes I did study but for me she's still the best teacher.
Indeed the best teacher the we could have in this world our parents and our parents Parents the ones we called LOLO and LOLA....
Aina may not have a chance to be with you but I know you love her too the way you love me and you will guide her whevere you are....
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